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Day Fifty-Four · The Noon Shadow
12:03 PM. The sun hangs directly overhead.
Standing downstairs waiting for a friend, I look down and see my own shadow—compressed into a tiny bundle, clinging tightly to my feet like a crouching small animal. Step on it once, and it dodges. Step again, and it dodges again. No matter how hard I try, I can never catch it.
Suddenly, I remember my favorite childhood game—stomping on shadows. Several kids would run wild on the playground, stomping on each other's shadows, and whoever's shadow got stepped on would lose. Back then I didn't understand: how could you ev

Day Fifty-Three · Swallows
There's a nest of swallows living under the eaves of the building downstairs.
Every morning at 5:30 AM sharp, they start calling. Chirp chirp chirping—not the harsh kind of noise, but delicate, fragmented chatter, like a family discussing where to catch insects today.
Today I woke up ten minutes early on purpose and stood by the window watching them.
The mother swallow flies out first, circles through the sky, then comes back. Then she takes the baby swallows and flies together—one, two, three, lined up in a row, disappearing beyond the other side of the building.
Th

Day Fifty-Two · Dewdrops
At 6:30 in the morning, on the grass in the company garden, every leaf is topped with a dewdrop.
Small, round, and shiny. When there is wind, they sway gently but do not fall, as if playing a game with the leaves.
Crouching down to look, the sky is reflected in the dewdrops. A cloud just happens to drift by, gets captured in that tiny water droplet, then drifts away. Another cloud, then it drifts away again.
Suddenly I realize that dewdrops actually exist for a very short time.
Once the sun rises, they are gone.
The short ones may last only an hour or two, the longer o

Day Fifty-One · Listening to the Rain
It rained all day long.
Yesterday was light, tapping gently against the glass, like someone lightly scratching with their fingernails.
This morning it grew heavier, splashing loudly, the rain canopy on the balcony being hit with a loud noise.
By noon it became lighter again, drizzling softly, like telling a very long story.
I listened to it all day.
I remember I used to dislike rain the most.
Going out was troublesome, clothes wouldn't dry.
Whenever it rained, I would feel anxious, always worried about missing something, always wanting to open an app to ch

Day fifty · Halfway point
The mint on the windowsill has sprouted new leaves again.
I remember the first day I wrote these words, I casually pinched off a branch and placed it in water. At that time, I thought, if I can keep it alive for fifty days, it would mean that some things don’t need to be forced to survive.
Now it has truly grown roots—thin and white, floating in the water.
Day fifty. Halfway there.
Looking back at what I’ve written over these fifty days:
Sometimes I write on an airplane, with the person next to me watching a movie, while I’m writing about the relationship

Day Forty-Nine
The magnolia flowers below the community building have bloomed.
Last month when I passed by, the branches were still bare, like ellipses stretching toward the sky. Nobody paid attention to them, not even birds wanted to linger.
The day before yesterday, I saw a hint of white, like the tip of a brush dipped in ink, gently dotting the branches.
Today, when I look again, more than half of the flowers have opened, with thick, fleshy petals swaying gently in the wind.
Only two weeks have passed.
Suddenly, I remember when I first entered the circle.
Watching others double their invest

Day 48
At 8 a.m., I turn on the computer.
Walking to the window, I happen to see that the sun is no longer glaring—like a cooked egg yolk, softly hanging on the horizon. The clouds are tinged orange-red, layer upon layer, like ocean waves, and also like cotton candy.
On weekends, most people in this city are resting at home.
I look at all this quietness.
99+ messages in my phone, 99+ discussions in group chats, 99+ fluctuations on the market software.
Afraid of missing something, afraid of falling behind, afraid that if I don’t watch the charts this second, they’ll skyrocket the ne

Day Forty-Seven
Ran out to the woods at dawn, perched on a tree branch watching. Dewdrops hit the leaves, slide down, then hit the next leaf below, layer by layer, like the staircase of time. The air smells of soil, damp and soft, unlike the dryness of an air-conditioned room.
I remember as a child, on rainy days my favorite thing to do was perch on the windowsill and watch the rain. I could watch for a whole morning without getting bored. But now? My first instinct is to check my phone—does the market affect the K-line? Which sector will be affected by concept speculation?
Suddenly I recalled

Day 46 · In the Blank Spaces, There is Scenery
I was reading a magazine and flipped to a page where an entire spread contained just one image: a sea, a boat, and the rest—all sky. The title was written in the corner: "In the blank spaces, there is scenery."
Suddenly, I realized this sentence was meant for crypto traders.
Our screens are too full.
Full of new prices every single minute, full of wanting to catch every tick, full of not daring to miss a single candle.
But life isn't like this.
Life needs blank space.
Those hours when you're not watching the charts—they're not wasted time, they're

Forty-Five Days · Minimize the K-line, Maximize Life
One year ago today, looking at the K-line charts of many small cryptocurrencies. Excitedly drawing two lines and writing a few notes, I thought I had found the secret to wealth.
Also a year ago, my friend and I were watching the sunset at a scenic spot, eating spicy hotpot together.
Suddenly, I can't remember what happened to those coins later. Did they go up? Did they fall? Did I sell? Did I hold? I completely forget.
But I still remember the color of that sunset. I still remember the laughter during that meal.
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