It's over. Six years in the crypto world, I don't know how much you've all made, but I myself am broke and ruined. I've thought about ending it countless times, but seeing my aging parents and children, I gave up again. Someone said, since you're no longer afraid of death, what else are you afraid of? Actually, I'm afraid of being mocked by others, of my parents mocking my children! Now that I've woken up, what's the use of it? Here, I want to warn people like me through my own experience: if you can detach yourself, don't keep gambling. I keep coming back with hope, only to fall into despair again and again!