I had a chance to contact the currency circle in April 17, the earliest contact with the private placement was the red envelope currency, 17 just started to enter the bull market in the first half of a small fight, did not make any money, because I didn't understand at that time, and then encountered 9.4, the loss of funds about 2/3 of it. After 9.4 to November, the bull market opened again, I borrowed 60,000 stud some altcoins, to January 2018 my funds reached 300,000, at this time I feel that life is very good, the year is also very comfortable, not long after, bitcoin plummeted, until mid-February, my funds were basically cut in half, at that time people were numb, because my salary was only 5,000 yuan a month, I worked for several years, and then I died until August, I really couldn't stand it, cut meat to survive. In the end, there was only 80,000 yuan left.

Then I encountered the plunge in December 2018, I touched the Ethereum contract, and it is conceivable that I liquidated my position, which belonged to the state of 0, I was not reconciled, and I took 18 out of the credit card, and continued to short Ethereum, and I was lucky to get some back. Later, I changed to short EOS, and the result was a big rebound, I stopped the loss, paid back the remaining money to the credit card, and confessed to my family, who gave 60,000 yuan to make up for the gap. Then I saw that bitcoin had risen from 3120 to 6000 US dollars, I was still unwilling, and chose to cash out my credit card, set 100,000 to continue to short Bitcoin, stop loss at 8200, and lose more than 70,000. I was really disheartened after that. Because I changed jobs at that time, the salary rose to 7000, I wanted to work hard at that time, and I didn't invest in these anymore, but I couldn't stand myself, and I went to see the market from time to time, and the result was that I cashed out 120,000 and chose to buy EOS at 5.8, rebounded to 6.8 and ran, and continued to buy EOS at 5.2 for half a year, and I rebounded and cleared my position at the beginning of 2020, and I felt debt-free and relaxed at that time. 2020.3.12 plummeted, I copied the bottom of EOS, the average price was around 2.67, and then I lay flat for a year, got January 2021, in January I saw the big bull market coming, that is, I started to do contracts all the way to 1.2 million funds, and then 3-4 months cashed out about 950,000 to the family, the remaining 350,000 continued to speculate coins, I chose to do 3 times long Ont, and it was the highest point to enter the market, all the way down, at that time I also from, 360. Micro Loan, Baidu Finance cashed out 275000 in 1.8 to make up the position, and the result was 5.19, I stopped at 0.87, and it was really one step away from liquidation。 In the end, there was only 40,000 yuan left, and it felt dark at that time. I cried and confessed to my mother, my mother gave me 250,000, asked me to repay the loan, told me not to gamble anymore, she said that this thing came and went quickly, you are unlucky, but in just one week less than 600,000, I am really unwilling, I have insomnia for more than 2 months, or unwilling, and chose to set card 10, in July 2021, when Bitcoin hit 41000, 33 times short Bitcoin, the result was that I liquidated, exploded 100,000 yuan overnight, and then when I broke through 50,000 in Bitcoin, I set 300,000 cards, low times long Bitcoin, and returned 360,000 blood, cleared all the loans and I was left with 260,000, and then Bitcoin fell to me at 58,000. 2 times long, fell below 51,000 and reversed 53,000 I stopped my loss, lost 60,000, and left 210,000, and then after a year, I thought about it at that time, I played bitcoin in a small position, and it would be good to earn a few thousand yuan a month for living expenses, in February 2022, I was long bitcoin in a small position, basically the winning rate was above 80, and I made a steady profit of 5,000 US dollars, I feel that I have been keeping it like this, and it is also very beautiful to be able to survive the bear market safely, but human nature is like this, there is no list to forcibly find a list to do, and the disaster is on luna, 81 accidentally clicked on the high times cross position long, and the 73 liquidation price was chosen at 78 because of the fear of liquidation.3 stop loss, a loss of 5700 US dollars, and then I have been at a high 28.5 near the low times half position short waves, back 2500 US dollars, and then accidentally saw GMT, at that time I chose a low times light position short GMT, all of a sudden pulled up, the more it rose, the more it increased, and then I chose a stop loss, the next day at 40800 high times long Bitcoin turned out to be the heaven and earth needle, and took away my 5600 US dollars, just 10 minutes of things, and then I was 30.77 short Waves, because the mentality had collapsed at that time, broke through 31 stop loss, chased long backhand, and then fell down again, Two high-level stop-losses were stopped by me, a loss of 3,500 US dollars, a loss of 90,000 in just a few days, and now there is only 130,000 yuan left, I feel very depressed, very uncomfortable, I really don't know whether to stop, from hundreds of thousands to 0 in recent years, there have been a few times, it is a feeling that life is worse than death, because I belong to a college graduate, the salary is not high, my parents are also civilians, the cost of trial and error is really low, once I miss, it is really difficult to turn over, simply rely on my own thinking to play, that is really the receiver.