There have been differences with my husband before the accident. I was talking to him at some point and in his anger he called me useless and told me to go to hell.... Last week, this... I keep him at a distance. He's trying to fix things but I don't give him much leeway.

I cannot justify all this. I know he didn't mean it, so that I made even the slightest move to leave, he would actually fall to the floors... He claims me the wrong way and because I have put up a wall he doesn't know how to manage it properly. In general, I am psychologically awful and completely disappointed in my relationship with him. The thing is, I don't want to fix it... I'm very nervous...