#ORDI I spent seventeen years trapped in the state of not knowing, witnessing the rise of geniuses and frequent good news in the world, yet I still guarded the gate of the academy, taking water, cooking, reading, and contemplating at a slow pace. People laugh at my dullness, but they don't realize that "slow" is never laziness; it is about planting each step firmly and clarifying each thought deeply, just like an old farmer tending the fields, not rushing for early spring, only hoping the roots grow deep and the leaves flourish. The quiet accumulation of those years has ultimately become the